September 19, 2012
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heart remains heavy…
ups and downs.
remembering then forgetting then remembering again.
loss of sleep, loss of appetite, it’s all part of the process…
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yet seeing God’s goodness, grace, mercy, & love in it all.
seeing God’s providence, provision, sovereignty.
seeing saints overcome and fight and love Him more.
my heart is bound to those who mourn, to those who know, to those who understand.
yet we are all learning different things. mourning in different ways.
my weaknesses / fears are manifesting itself.
thankful, so thankful for gary, chie, timon, and liz.
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i need to love Christ above all else.
there can be no competing desires of my heart/soul/mind.
only by the grace of God and the Holy Spirit at work within me and the Son interceding on my behalf can any of this be possible.
i am weak in my flesh.
sin is strong.
but God is stronger…much stronger.
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God, draw me to You.
“therefore if anyone is in Christ, He is a new creature; the old things passed away; behold, new things have come.”
2 corinthians 5:17
